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Sunday, October 02, 2005
Dubai
   I woke up too early, excited I know... I feel nothing on my way could ever stop me now on this awaited day for me... for us.... Filipinos who wanted to reach their dreams and to showcase their talents and abilities on a foreign land located in the middle east... in the city named Dubai.... [deep sigh]

   It's raining so hard, flooded streets does not stopped me to be there at Jolibee Buendia... I know I am too early[ hate being late actually]... haven't seen the shadow of my colleague... so decided to take my breakfast first... have to expect the un-expected later... after reading the Sunday paper cover to cover and exchanging countless text... thanks heaven she arrived....

   Went over to the agency where the final interview will take place... I'm quite nervous but I have a different feeling inside of me... Forgive me Lord, if I feel confident on this... as I cheked the room that was instructed fo us to stay I saw different people ranging from my age younger and older who have hopes and dreams of their luck abroad... I sense different spirit, motives with these people... I don't know them and the only thing that makes me stand out from them is that I have you LORD with me...

   Yeah, just like what i have said earlier have to fall in line until my name will be called... I left my colleague on the room assigned to her and made my way upstairs on my designated room... I saw my manager there.. I'm so surprised yet happy to see him there... he's applying as well on the same position that I am up to... [deep sigh] I hate this feeling... 'money matters'.... I have my focus on the door infront of me where the applicant goes in and when they come out they have different face expression... some others are sad, others still confident... while others are grumbling... others disgusted and indeed annoyed... Oh my, what would be my reaction after the interview?... Until my name was called... the panellist (Arab, British, Indian) asked me questions and I answered them to the best of my knowledge.... after a few minutes they advised me that they will ring me if I passed the interview. I went out on that room hopeful enough on what the decision would be...

   I'm leaving everything behind that building.... the stories of different Filipinos that i chatted with while waiting on my turn to be called... their dreams and ambition and everything... Dubai... Dubai... land of dreams as I may say.... alot of people wishes to go there carrying different reasons, different agendas... as for me what ever have for me there so be it...

      
      

Posted at Sunday, October 02, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Be upon me...
   Days passed by so fast... I sometimes forgot to track down what date actually the day is, oh lah so accupied by alot of thoughts into my head lately...

   I'm confused after I have talked to my Uncle and that it kept me thinking and wondering for quite sometime now and that I really, badly needed to talk to somebody about this... Oh, my spiritual brother is on my mind... will ring him later yet Lord please be upon me and that shower me knowledge and wisdom as what to decide... I need to make up my mind...

   Is this what you planned for me Lord, or this is just another ambitious dream of mine, or this is just another influenced by people around me?.... I do not know but I will find out later... Is this what You want Lord for me... [deep sigh] or.... what I want for myself???.....

   Lord, I'm losing my sense and that I needed You badly.... Be upon me.... I know I needed sometime to be alone and think or not just think but pray... pray until everything will be cleared upon my way....





  

Posted at Saturday, October 01, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Let thy will be done
    I should not be worrying... [Deep sigh] I haven't filed an entry in this diary of mine for quite sometime now… too busy lah and too tired as well to engrave my thoughts. The Lord has been so good and faithful. Talked to my Uncle a while ago, I actually did wake him up on his sleep; well I just needed someone to talk to that’s why… I have been occupied by so many thoughts for the past few days… I received a dozen of sermons from him or should I say it words of wisdom… it made me cry the whole conversation I have with him and after that I did cried aloud…

   Lord, please be upon me. I know YOU have plans for me and that I am letting Your will be done into my life. My Uncle told me that I always let my human nature prevail into me and that I have to let YOU decide and not me.. Father, I’m lifting everything to you, I pray this in Jesus name. Amen.    




 


 


Posted at Thursday, September 29, 2005 by Star-Tariray
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