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Sunday, September 18, 2005
I'll Stand Once Again
   Praise be to God...

   Another life has been given again to me... I know like what I have said... everything will come to pass and that a new life will sprung up once again... and that a new beginning to walk and to go on... It's been raining last week literally and symbolically... the Lord has been gracious and merciful to carry me during those days... I was crying just like the rain kept on falling into me as I walk going home... It's so cold that I needed a shade where the rain could not reach me anymore... I was walking into the flooded streets where I am so scared of since I cannot see clearly the way as well as the steps on where I am walking... it might have an open manhole that I might fall...I hear friends voices kept on telling me to keep on walking and not to mind those waters that covered the whole streets... Oh, God I'm praying please hear me... there are times I was stumbled and fall on the muddy part of the streets. The little rocks caused me bruises and wounds that gives me so much pain that makes me to cry for help... no one seems to hear me... I'm crying now because of the pain... I'm crying but I will not give up... I will not... now that I am in the Lord.... yet I still managed to stand up once again and continue on walking until I reach home.. where I could find comfort and warmth...

   Lord, I thank you so much for another trials into my life... I know i will be shaken but will not struck down, I will be press but not crush, persecuted not abandoned because you oh GOD, will always be there for me... Thank you so much for thy love...

   Forever praise be yours... 


Posted at Sunday, September 18, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Saturday, September 17, 2005
After The Storm
   It's been a week I haven't updated this blog of mine... [deep sigh] Last week indeed happened alot of things that test me being a Christian... I thank God that I survive the storm. I thank also friends who helped me alot while walking during those days. Giving me encouragement and reviving my strenght to go on and to continue...

   Many thanks to these wonderful people and that I really do appreciate your time in bearing with me... thank you so much. I know I cannot repay you back for being there in those moments that I badly needed you guys the most. Your simple comment on my tagboard and entry are indeed a very great help to me... your ears that you lend me so that I may be able to released everything that I have and find solance in the shadows of the Almighty. I know I could not have done it without your help... Thank you so much... you don't know how much it means to me and how much you made me to carry on and walk during those days... I praised God for you wonderful people and friends who stayed with me. Thank you, thank you, thank you so much... May the good Lord bless you people and keep you...

   Thank you so much Uncle Tom for all the questions answered for me... it helped me alot as I re-read your epistle to me... thank you so much to my Manong and Manang for always being there for me... thank you Thriver for that simple comment it greatly helps, thank you to Jonah for hearing me out, to my bestfriend Chinnie that though how far we are we never forget in keeping in touch...to my other on-line friends Randy, Jacob, Richard - Thank you so much for your prayers... to my Mom for being there in moments like these, For my siblings that stayed with me during those gloomy days.. to our Church Pastor who with God's guidance does not looked into anyone but followed the Lords leading... and most of all to my one and only FATHER... who never failed me, never leave me, never forsake me and who stayed with me during those moments that I was into pains and sufferings... I know YOU will restore me and my sisters once more and that I claim it in JESUS mighty name.... Amen....      



Posted at Saturday, September 17, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Saturday, September 10, 2005
I'll continue on hoping
   Things are not doing well for me this week...

   First, I wasn't able to attend office last Monday because I was so sick thinking about my prayer language.
   2nd - I was totally bothered about my walk being a Christian for not having that prayer language.
   3rd - something happened to my sister that really hurt me so much...
   4th - I am starting not to trust people again...
   5th - I am so hurt totally and so badly about what happened to my sister... the pain is killing me...
   6th - I am so disappointed about Christians who professed themselves Christians yet not acting like one...
   7th - I am so discourage right now... actually I can't think properly again...
   8th - I started to withdraw my self again in fellowshipping... because I can't stand the pain of seeing this person whom I trusted so much and looked up like a Father yet done something terrible to my sister..
   9th - I feel so helpless... all I wanted is to cry... and cry this aloud to the Father...
   10th - I don't want to say that I can't go on anymore... I know I can... I am with the Father now... though everything has been messed up and everything really sucks... He'll help me up I know... He'll carry me.. all of these will pass I know...

   Hebrews 6:19 tells us that hope is the anchor of the soul. Hope is the force that keeps us, me and you steady in a time of trials... Don't ever stop hoping. If you do, you're going to have a miserable life because you have no hope, start hoping... don't be afraid... I can't promise you that things will always turn out exactly the way you want them to... I can't promise you that you'll never be disappointed... But, even in disappointing times, if they do come, you can hope and be positive. Put yourself in God's miracle working realm....

   After all of these I'll continue on hoping... I can't loose now and I will still hold on to God's promises.. though the pain indeed hurt and killing me... God, forgive me... please help me up to forgive... embrace me with your love most especially my dear sister... be upon her..

   Father, I believed in you all the more... I trust YOU more than anything else... I have given up my everything and all please restore me and heal me once more...     
   

Posted at Saturday, September 10, 2005 by Star-Tariray
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