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Saturday, September 17, 2005
After The Storm
   It's been a week I haven't updated this blog of mine... [deep sigh] Last week indeed happened alot of things that test me being a Christian... I thank God that I survive the storm. I thank also friends who helped me alot while walking during those days. Giving me encouragement and reviving my strenght to go on and to continue...

   Many thanks to these wonderful people and that I really do appreciate your time in bearing with me... thank you so much. I know I cannot repay you back for being there in those moments that I badly needed you guys the most. Your simple comment on my tagboard and entry are indeed a very great help to me... your ears that you lend me so that I may be able to released everything that I have and find solance in the shadows of the Almighty. I know I could not have done it without your help... Thank you so much... you don't know how much it means to me and how much you made me to carry on and walk during those days... I praised God for you wonderful people and friends who stayed with me. Thank you, thank you, thank you so much... May the good Lord bless you people and keep you...

   Thank you so much Uncle Tom for all the questions answered for me... it helped me alot as I re-read your epistle to me... thank you so much to my Manong and Manang for always being there for me... thank you Thriver for that simple comment it greatly helps, thank you to Jonah for hearing me out, to my bestfriend Chinnie that though how far we are we never forget in keeping in touch...to my other on-line friends Randy, Jacob, Richard - Thank you so much for your prayers... to my Mom for being there in moments like these, For my siblings that stayed with me during those gloomy days.. to our Church Pastor who with God's guidance does not looked into anyone but followed the Lords leading... and most of all to my one and only FATHER... who never failed me, never leave me, never forsake me and who stayed with me during those moments that I was into pains and sufferings... I know YOU will restore me and my sisters once more and that I claim it in JESUS mighty name.... Amen....      



Posted at Saturday, September 17, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Saturday, September 10, 2005
I'll continue on hoping
   Things are not doing well for me this week...

   First, I wasn't able to attend office last Monday because I was so sick thinking about my prayer language.
   2nd - I was totally bothered about my walk being a Christian for not having that prayer language.
   3rd - something happened to my sister that really hurt me so much...
   4th - I am starting not to trust people again...
   5th - I am so hurt totally and so badly about what happened to my sister... the pain is killing me...
   6th - I am so disappointed about Christians who professed themselves Christians yet not acting like one...
   7th - I am so discourage right now... actually I can't think properly again...
   8th - I started to withdraw my self again in fellowshipping... because I can't stand the pain of seeing this person whom I trusted so much and looked up like a Father yet done something terrible to my sister..
   9th - I feel so helpless... all I wanted is to cry... and cry this aloud to the Father...
   10th - I don't want to say that I can't go on anymore... I know I can... I am with the Father now... though everything has been messed up and everything really sucks... He'll help me up I know... He'll carry me.. all of these will pass I know...

   Hebrews 6:19 tells us that hope is the anchor of the soul. Hope is the force that keeps us, me and you steady in a time of trials... Don't ever stop hoping. If you do, you're going to have a miserable life because you have no hope, start hoping... don't be afraid... I can't promise you that things will always turn out exactly the way you want them to... I can't promise you that you'll never be disappointed... But, even in disappointing times, if they do come, you can hope and be positive. Put yourself in God's miracle working realm....

   After all of these I'll continue on hoping... I can't loose now and I will still hold on to God's promises.. though the pain indeed hurt and killing me... God, forgive me... please help me up to forgive... embrace me with your love most especially my dear sister... be upon her..

   Father, I believed in you all the more... I trust YOU more than anything else... I have given up my everything and all please restore me and heal me once more...     
   

Posted at Saturday, September 10, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LoVe ThEy HaVe GiVeN (2)  

 
Friday, September 09, 2005
Continue Thy work in me
   What happened yesterday bothered me so much. I know my whole family will be shocked on what I am about to tell them... God, I really don't know how to tell them but this must be expose so that light will shine and that everything in darkness must be exposed to light. I know there will be many who will hurt on what I have right now with me and I believe you Lord that you will be my guide about this.

   Lord, you are the justice and the judge though we may not be able have the justice in this earth I know you will work. You're my God, Lord and I do not limit your power as my God. I won't give up now, now that You are with me, now that I have surrendered my everything to you. I know that the enemy knows that my family is my great weakness and that I can't stand into anything most especially if my family is involved. I will not be discourage, please stay with me Lord and make me bear all of these... I know this will come to pass... I'll trust you all the more....  

   I believe God. I believe He is working in me no matter what I may feel or how the situation may look. The Lord has begun a good work in me, and He will bring it to full completion. Phil 1:6, 2:13 

Posted at Friday, September 09, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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