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Sunday, August 14, 2005
No Rewinding
   If my life had a rewind button, it would have been worn out a long time ago. For sure you know what I mean... If only I could turn back the time, if only I have said what I still have, if only I did what I need to do... If only I could... Too often, after ending a conversation, I have felt that I said the wrong words. I've wished that I could have another shot to get it right.
   It normally happened in the office, class, to my friends, to the client over the phone... deep sigh... that kind of second-guessing isn't all bad. It can keep us from flying recklessly through life., leaving a trail of hurt or never learning from our mistakes. But too much self-questioning can paralyze us with fear and insecurity, causing us to feel like a failure. Such preoccupation with the past, focusing on our mistakes, can keep us from moving forward with joy, hope and confidence.
   Well, I should be looking forward then.... because I cannot turn back time and do what I think is better way back then. All I need to do now is to change my focus from the past to the future.. I believe it is God's permissive will that things happened way back then, it gives spice to my life. it helped me to grow spiritually and learned from my mistakes, it developed me to what I am now.. the past is my backbone on what I become now....
   Sometimes past troubles me, those people that I hurted and caused pains, my sins that I have done... I just regret doing those yet the Lord is so faithful and loving to cover all those things that I have done.. of course there are consequence on what I did...
   About my troubled past, the Lord offered some ecouraging words through the book of Prophet Isaiah. The Lord said, "Do not dwell on the past" (Isa. 43:18). The Lord wanted us to look into our future. He offered to blot out our sins and remembered them no more (v.25). We could start fresh with them.
   So instead of dwelling on our past, let's give it all to God. We need to confess what should we confessed and talk to Him about our frustrations and self doubts. Then seeking His help, we can moved ahead into our future, learning and growing along the way. We can be confident that He will help us, so that we won't feel the need to hit the rewind button so often...and that we should let God lead us into our decision and bear in mind that there is no rewinding.....     

Posted at Sunday, August 14, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Saturday, August 13, 2005
The Irate Client
   I was up the earliest as possible... can't sleep la... I can't sleep the whole morning away that I wanted to do and said the other night... Oh, why can't I....
   
   Done alot of things today.... our TSF level are gone so down... and indeed already bleeding... so even it is not my logged in time yet, I need to give a hand on my agents.... I received alot of irate clients on the line and I thank God that I did pacify them all... I tried all the possible means to meet their needs or must I say demand... oh my God! this is the hardest thing to do .... is to do the impossible things for them.... oh my!.... I thank you Lord that most of the person that I asked for help are there to help me out on this... 
  
   I experienced everything tonight... being cursed from head to toe, being yelled upon, received all what their complains are and hearing them out.... oh... I feel like crying.... well, infact I did cried about this courier who is being so un-helpful on the favour for this demanding client... client are really annoying and indeed demanding.... Lord.... help me out on this... I feel like I can't handle this anymore... yet you are there giving me strength to carry on.... oh, I need to go now... I am actually doing this while talking to my sister over the phone.... oh, I just need someone to talk to just to release all of these... thank you Lord for all of these...   

Posted at Saturday, August 13, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Friday, August 12, 2005
False Alarm
   It's Friday la! I did wake up early and indeed traveled all my way as fast as I could to the office... last night my manager told me to come early to handle Fedex Au calls again... excited on what I heard and really can't wait for the following morning... but then when I arrived ..... the whole floor was still and there are no Au calls pouring in... then they told me that "False Alarm"... wheeww... I just smiled and shook my head in annoyance....
   
   I was advised to be on-board early and filed it as an overtime... the whole day gone so tiring, really stressful and alot of irate clients were on the line... Lord, thank you so much that so have given me alot of patience this day... I pacified all of them... yet of course I am the shock absorber and the frontliner... my mind is thinking fast on the immediate action that I need to do... thanks Lord for the wisdom...
   
   I am so tired la... really tired... actually I did have a head ache yet still go on and see to it that I finished all my work... wheewww... I'm up so early and went home so late... 
   
   Good thing that my agents invited me out... we went to Buendia and ate the Gokab famous shawarma... it's delicious la... and good thing that these girls actually asked me out since I badly needed it so much... we went to the nearby resto and ate our shawarma there... the girls spare a dime to sing on the idle videoke... oh what a night... all of us sang the night away... Forgive me Lord that I gave in, in these but I see to it that we all did a clean fun & healthy fun... and guess what? I got a  100% after each song and there is also a 99% when I sang I will survive...  oh my!... at least I released  all my stress and my grieving the whole day....
   
   Went home late, and I did enjoyed walking in the rain... ...
   
   Lord, thank you so much..... thank you for this day..... oh what a day.... at least I won't be up tomorrow... I'll sleep the whole morning awy..... 
      

Posted at Friday, August 12, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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