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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Another Blessed DAy
   Another year of another chance, of an ending mercy and grace, another year of struggle and another year of survival... another year of forgiveness....

   Lord, let me thank you for giving me another life... I'm not getting any younger yet still continue on living and serving you my Father... Thank you so much... life is what You have given me and let me shared it with my brothers and sisters as well... prosper the works of my hand and bless me like Jabez and use me migthily that I may give glory in your Holy name. You know my thoughts oh, Father and I am humbly asking for your forgiveness. Forgive me Father for all my short comings, frogive me if I grumble, forgive me if I am a hardheaded person... forgive me if I hurted my neighbor... forgive me oh my God... Please forgive me....

   I thanked you Father and indeed can't explained this feeling that I have today... I know you given me joy... and indeed Father you lighten up my day. Thank you so much... Your my joy, my ultimate reward... Let honor and praise forever be yours...

         Psalm 73:25-26

      Whom have I in heaven but Thee?
      And there is none upon the earth
      That I desire beside thee..

      My heart and my flesh faileth
      But God is the strength of my heart
      And my portion forever..... 
 
Posted at Wednesday, June 22, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Sunday, June 19, 2005
To all the Fathers
   Indeed a great day to celebrate Fathers Day... sigh...

   I was in the church today and so glad to see those little kids gave a performance to their dads and another thing is the very touching moments given by their wife. Oh, what a lovely sight seeing the whole family greeting up their Dad on that special Day...

   Honestly speaking, I envied them... how I wished to have a Dad to kiss and greet him a Happy Father's Day... but it never happened.... how much I do missed my dad so much... really, really so much... one of my dreams to happen... I grew up without a Father on my side... deep sigh..... and how I longed to feel his embrace, his kisses, his advises... a Father's love that I wish to have since when I was a little girl... It would be acceptable to me if my dad is dead but then during those years he is alive and in a good health but never did I felt him all along my way....

   It's quite really crazy because I am already at this age a young lady but still begging to have a father's love that I tried to find into someone else.... I thanked Fr Victor Pacheco who was there during those years though not much but he gave me support that I needed... could you imagine even my other sisters is also longing to have a Dad?... ha..ha..ha...

   I felt compassion when I saw my little sister , the youngest one crying the other night and when I asked her why she replied that she misses my dad very badly... dad was not there during my growing up years, he was not there when I won the first oratorical contest ever happened in my life, he was not there when I learned how to ride my first bicycle, he was not there when I graduated elementary that I cried so hard begging my mom to be there as well (that is why I looked so ugly on my class picture), he was not there in moments of my life that "he must be there", on my scholarship and other competions that I won and other stage plays that I made and won awards way back then.... I have a bad impression of my dad during those years... I known him as un-lovable, very strict, uncompassionate, wife beater and every bad thoughts are into my mind... but not until I became a Christian.. when I accepted the Lord... things became so different... the love that I longed was given by the FATHER...

   Before my Dad died me and my sisters already had a reconcilation from the hurts, trauma's and pains caused by my mom and dad's separation... it is with whole heart that we accepted him and dropped by his place from time to time racing with the time that has been coming to an end... indeed we cannot go back in time.. we cannot changed what has been happened but we can still change what we have for tomorrow with the aid of the Lord...

   God is so good that even in a very short period of time He mend those broken hearts and empty souls with still a few good things on what we longed for in my dad though not much but still I am still so thankful for HIm... I know it is with reasons and with His plans why He gave me a Dad like my Dad.... I barely remebered good memories of my dad but not until during his last years here in the earth he showed us how much he loved us that made me cried so hard, when one day he visited us in our place he kissed and hugged me... that was the very 1st time as far as I remembered not knowing that it would be the last....

   I love you dad and I thanked my DAD up there as well for healing me, and giving me the love that I longed for so long... Thank you FATHER, I know how much you loved me that is why YOU gave your only son Jesus to saved me and be with YOU....

To all the Father's out there..... HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!.......     
 
Friday, June 17, 2005
My Last Update
   Oh, thank Heaven that I am done doing some posting hmmppp... I am so busy and indeed really have no time for my self already... deep sigh.... Just only last Saturday June 11 my new group decided to have an overnight outing-bonding in resort located in Novaliches. This one is situated inside a subdivison... actually I was so surprised since from the very start we do have swimming in the south normally in Laguna and for the very 1st time in the middle of the city. The place is quite nice and indeed have lots of swimming pools to choose from. The whole group were all excited as I am. We swam the night away. Alot of water activites has been done to build trust, camaraderie, teamwork and decipline. I know for sure that we need to work as a team to give client satisfaction that they needed as well as the extra mile that is needed to have them stay into our company... Oh indeed time flies so swiftly and just yesterday that I have with me my Fedex Au Team and right another batch comes around and new faces bearing different attitudes and character that I have to learn how to blend... sigh... sigh... anyhow's I did enjoyed their company and all. It was fun, fun, fun... below are the pictures that was taken....        





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