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Sunday, June 19, 2005
To all the Fathers
   Indeed a great day to celebrate Fathers Day... sigh...

   I was in the church today and so glad to see those little kids gave a performance to their dads and another thing is the very touching moments given by their wife. Oh, what a lovely sight seeing the whole family greeting up their Dad on that special Day...

   Honestly speaking, I envied them... how I wished to have a Dad to kiss and greet him a Happy Father's Day... but it never happened.... how much I do missed my dad so much... really, really so much... one of my dreams to happen... I grew up without a Father on my side... deep sigh..... and how I longed to feel his embrace, his kisses, his advises... a Father's love that I wish to have since when I was a little girl... It would be acceptable to me if my dad is dead but then during those years he is alive and in a good health but never did I felt him all along my way....

   It's quite really crazy because I am already at this age a young lady but still begging to have a father's love that I tried to find into someone else.... I thanked Fr Victor Pacheco who was there during those years though not much but he gave me support that I needed... could you imagine even my other sisters is also longing to have a Dad?... ha..ha..ha...

   I felt compassion when I saw my little sister , the youngest one crying the other night and when I asked her why she replied that she misses my dad very badly... dad was not there during my growing up years, he was not there when I won the first oratorical contest ever happened in my life, he was not there when I learned how to ride my first bicycle, he was not there when I graduated elementary that I cried so hard begging my mom to be there as well (that is why I looked so ugly on my class picture), he was not there in moments of my life that "he must be there", on my scholarship and other competions that I won and other stage plays that I made and won awards way back then.... I have a bad impression of my dad during those years... I known him as un-lovable, very strict, uncompassionate, wife beater and every bad thoughts are into my mind... but not until I became a Christian.. when I accepted the Lord... things became so different... the love that I longed was given by the FATHER...

   Before my Dad died me and my sisters already had a reconcilation from the hurts, trauma's and pains caused by my mom and dad's separation... it is with whole heart that we accepted him and dropped by his place from time to time racing with the time that has been coming to an end... indeed we cannot go back in time.. we cannot changed what has been happened but we can still change what we have for tomorrow with the aid of the Lord...

   God is so good that even in a very short period of time He mend those broken hearts and empty souls with still a few good things on what we longed for in my dad though not much but still I am still so thankful for HIm... I know it is with reasons and with His plans why He gave me a Dad like my Dad.... I barely remebered good memories of my dad but not until during his last years here in the earth he showed us how much he loved us that made me cried so hard, when one day he visited us in our place he kissed and hugged me... that was the very 1st time as far as I remembered not knowing that it would be the last....

   I love you dad and I thanked my DAD up there as well for healing me, and giving me the love that I longed for so long... Thank you FATHER, I know how much you loved me that is why YOU gave your only son Jesus to saved me and be with YOU....

To all the Father's out there..... HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!.......     

 
Friday, June 17, 2005
My Last Update
   Oh, thank Heaven that I am done doing some posting hmmppp... I am so busy and indeed really have no time for my self already... deep sigh.... Just only last Saturday June 11 my new group decided to have an overnight outing-bonding in resort located in Novaliches. This one is situated inside a subdivison... actually I was so surprised since from the very start we do have swimming in the south normally in Laguna and for the very 1st time in the middle of the city. The place is quite nice and indeed have lots of swimming pools to choose from. The whole group were all excited as I am. We swam the night away. Alot of water activites has been done to build trust, camaraderie, teamwork and decipline. I know for sure that we need to work as a team to give client satisfaction that they needed as well as the extra mile that is needed to have them stay into our company... Oh indeed time flies so swiftly and just yesterday that I have with me my Fedex Au Team and right another batch comes around and new faces bearing different attitudes and character that I have to learn how to blend... sigh... sigh... anyhow's I did enjoyed their company and all. It was fun, fun, fun... below are the pictures that was taken....        






 
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
My Malaysia Update
   A continuation of my Late Update but by this time my Malaysia trip, trainings, coaching, escapades and memories... Oh, I indeed fell in-love with the place, food and most of all the people. I did gained so many friends out there... I didn't have any boring and dull moments spent. As much as possible I make my time the best out of it. Everything was so great and indeed I enjoyed my stay there... I love the famous Hot & Spicy Nasi Goreng's, the Nasi Lemak, Nasi Dagang.. and of course the Sambal's - Squid, Prawn & Fish Sambal... and not to forget the Mi Goreng and the Tom Yam and the beef and chicken satay - satay are Malaysian version of barbeque... oh those are tasty and really good... and also Dev's favorite Tosay. LOL... I won't forget that!... I learned to use the Famous Malaysia "La"... can't help laughing now when I first arrived Manila I kept on using that word and my brother really can't stand me speaking it... He raised his eyebrows asking where the hell do you adopt that?... I just beamed at him as my reply of course from Malaysia...

      Well, about the places that I came to visit... on my very 1st list of course is the ever famous "Petronas Tower", where on its foot is the KLCC Mall housed all the branded clothing, accessories, shoes..everything... as in everything... then the Bukit Bintang where several malls stood - let me named it since I am very much familiar of the place he..he.. the Sungei Wang, Lot 10, Bukit Bintang Plaza, the Planet Hollywood on the other side. Oh, indeed a very good place to be... I also miss walking along the area going to a small China Town where you could smell the ripe Durian... and not to forget the group's favorite resto - Secret Recipe- I loved their cakes actually let me named my favorite the - white chocolate cake with macadamian nuts... and also the Bukit Bintang StarBucks outlet where we used to sit down after a very tiring stoll inside those malls... and after that when we feel so tired and lazy to walk going back to the hotel we ride the short, slow yet cute & comfy KL Monorail... I won't forget that white wormlike train...LOL...

   Another thing is the Genting Highlands- rising high at the top of the mountain. This one is their Disneyland counterpart here in Malaysia- the place is indeed so cold and you could see fog hovering the whole place..... Oh, how I wish I'm there... the trip going up is like in Baguio City and indeed the whole place is covered green because of the trees & grass growing freely on the mountain soil. This place has it's own hotel, mall, park with rides, theather movie house I guess... I enjoyed riding some of the rides offered there and really the place is sooo good to be...

    The Sunway Lagoon is also a must see destination, it's a man-made lagoon in the city. It also has it's own hotel, mall shaped like a Egyptian Pyramid with Sphinx on it of course, it has it's hospital. What I really liked in this Park is that it has it's own rides inside the swimming park... what I mean is that you could go riding in the amusement park even though you are all wet fresh from the pool... it also has several different sildes that I am not tired of sliding... pretty cool La... ha..ha..ha... different pools that offers different amusement that I have never seen before... the whole place really rocks la!

   Kuala Lumpur has so many malls and most of it I came to see.. the Time Square that has a roller coaster inside, the Midvalley mall which they called their Mega mall - this is the biggest mall they have here and also the Bangsar Mall, the Low Yat mall where the San San store that offers different office and school supplies and where I could buy my favorite pen that could only found in Malaysia... not to forget the Petaling where you could bargained all the souveniers that I brought home... and before I forgot they also have different disco's like the Beach, the Absolute and many more to mentioned actually I don't like clubbing at all.... and the movie houses it just like what we have here in Manila... what else?.... hmmppp... the beach that we went swimming - Port Dikson...yeah I won't forget that... how weird actually we saw people swimming with their pants on and with long sleeves huh... were the only person there who actually wore shorts and sleeves and for them we all looked like naked... whewww.... I just can't imagined swimming wearing a jeans actually... LOL... what else?.... let me think... oh our hotel... I almost forgot we stayed at Crowne Plaza Hotel fromer Hilton & Mutiara Hotel... our room is indeed cool and neat... I believed I got the very best room location. On my window you could see the lovely Petronas tower that adorned the whole KL city that's on my left while on my right you could see the brown V-source tower houses the Fedex customer service center of Malaysia, Singapore, New Zealand and Australia...it is also where I worked for the whole month of April & May that I stayed there... the hotel pool is another place where I release stress after office hours... hmmppp... really refreshing and the continuation will be into my room bathtub... My favorite place in my room would be the divison of my bathroom and sleeping are and of course my study table... Oh la..la.. I really loved to write and also during my spare time you could see me reading my fav book of course my bible on the side of my study table overlooking the KL City... Oh I miss those days...


   Another thing that I found so weird in Malaysia is that the traffic jam. Could you imagine the traffic up to the wee hours in the morning?... weird la... but I love the lights coming from those cars stucked up in the traffic... why? it lightened the road and made the whole city so awake at night during at night when I watched them over my hotel window......
 
   If you are going to look for me at the hotel I'm telling you.. you will never find me there since most of the time I am out strolling with my Malaysian friends that I met and came to care and love... really heart warming huh.... I love my stay there... by the way I also met one of Malaysia's Dominos fastest pizza maker and happens to be one of my very close friends... Oh I miss them actually this is crazy since I really don't miss home... and don't want to go home for just a short period of time... deep sigh but everything has an end.... oh I think I'm done la....let me share to you my pictures... taken out there...actually this is just some of it... Enjoy....
 















 

                        

Posted at Wednesday, June 15, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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