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Friday, May 27, 2005
It's Friday La...

      My OSPR job gave me a bit headached la... Now I know that it's indeed critical sometimes on how to asses dox in the customs... and you know what (deep sigh) shpr don't know how to fill up proper infos that is supposed to be in the dox as well as the address of the cnee... Oh my!... it gave us a hard time to fix this kind of errors everyday by the OSPR teams... why in the world most of the shipper is like that? They will give address and only the City name is there. Could you imagine no exact address just only Sydney? Hollaaa... Sydney is a very huge state la.... where the hell in Sydney?.....he..he..he... and also I believed that, it is a Fedex policy that we do not accept PO box address... most especially to Au... but guess what? I did have to fixed 150 PO Box Addresses today that's why I haven't have the chance to write earlier... but anyways I kinda beginning to like my job so far... It's almost a week now that I am doing this job of mine... Let me tell you from talking now into serious silence... my colleagues told me everytime that they will passed by beside THAT I AM "SO SERIOUS!" Ha..ha..ha.. Forgot to mention that I'm one of the most outspoken on the floor before that is why they can't believed in surprise be shut up for the longest possible time ever...

   I engraved a letter to a friend today remembering some of my funny memories in Malaysia, I have this friend who love to bugged me let me share some parts of my letter...

   Got a mail from Avin, it was toooo long I'm telling you... he's mail made me smile and easen the stress that I have for today la... Indeed stories of friends from distant shore made my day complete... I re-read his e-mail 3 times today just to get of the exhustion that I'm feeling... It made me smiled most especially when he mentioned my "Khuoopie" la... and my elmo la... Told him that I gave my Elmo to my younger sister. Actually I tried several times in replacing my Teddy Bear "Khuoopie" but I can't find any bear that could replace him. I have that little stuff toy with me for the longest possible time immemorial..he..he."Khuoopie" is too old already, he undergone so many washes and surgery..ha.ha. though I received so many stuff toys mostly huge one's that small teddy bear, I cannot sleep without is still my number one la... I remember what you told the group about that bear... because I used to hold that in my fist close to my heart or to my face... ha..ha..ha... that bear is for wiping my saliva while sleeping la.... "Bad Dev!"... ha..ha..ha.. now everytime before I sleep and have that teddy with me, it reminds me of you now la!

    Funny me.... I miss those friends so much... and receiving mails from any of my friends indeed lighten up my day ... It's Friday....hooorrrrrayyy, hoooorrrrayyyyy, yipppeyyy, yipppeeeyyyyy it only means to say that I have my weekends to rest and to relax... I need your prayers, I'll be leading the congregation to the praise & worship service this coming Sunday... I'll do my best and let God do the rest...

    Father give me a heart of worship and let my soul glorifies you and you alone... let my lips and my voice sing to you, let my feet dance in the joyful song that I'll be singing to you.... Lord my heart cries out glory to my King my greatest love in life, I hand you everything,  glory... glory I hear the angels sing... be upon me Lord and let me praise and give worship to you oh my God.... Amen...

 
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Stressful Thursday

   Whaaaaaat a day!.... wheeewwwww.... quite busy indeed. I just finished doing  my OSPR job and I am learning to like it though... I learned alot today from that job... sometimes it is really critical in assesing documents for customs, you have to know thier real value, the real item description as well as the quantity, it's weigh and declared value... there are some shippers who until now don't know how to fill out forms and can't give right and exact location and address of their consignee which is supposed to be... sigh... hayyy... with this kind of infos in the package documentation it gives us really a very hard time to sort this out... well, that is our job to do but to correct all details, ring consignee as well as the shipper to double check information....

   I received mails from friends today, reading those mails uplift me and easen the stress that I'm feeling. Their stories from the distant shore brings me closer to them... A dear friend of mine wrote me the other day saying "Life is a Shit!"... I wrote back and gave him my thoughts about what life is for me.....let me share it with you.....


Date: Wed, 25 May 2005 18:19:10 -0500 (CDT)
Subject: Dropping by to say "HI"    

      Received mail from you... hollahhhh.... replying on your letter... my new job is so so easy... LOL..."No Sweat"... well being a customer agent is indeed an honorable & noble job... may be you ask why? It is because you are dealing with the client, extending to them whatever you could do to help them out about your company's service... and you are not just building a communication but a good and lasting relationship and partnership to meet both ends.. see noble job isn't it?... even though they are screaming at you, cursing you, yelling at you and even stepped on you, you still manage to serve them with smile and giving them the very best that you could do which what we called an extendted customer service which is our goal to do the extra mile beyond ..  

      Now let me tell you, that your job is not "JUST" a customer service agent... it's not an easy job... and don't tell me that "Life is like a shit"... I personally do not believe on that... life for me is the very best thing that I could have.... Of course there are times that we went into hardships and trials and you wanted to give up, yet there is always hope for a better tomorrow... there is always reasons to live.. reasons that kept me going to look forward... reasons to keep me smile,  reasons to make me strong and of course reasons to make me happy... Dev, alot of reasons is there... you just have to look around you to see what reasons are those...Now see, I learned to appreaciate life which I almost ended last 2003... If I died way back then, I may not come to know you... I may not come to know Avin & Anand and of course the beautiful Malaysia... I will not be able to write this because I look "life like a piece of shit" way back then....But I did not loose hope... I love life now... I enjoy life as free flowing... we only live once and that I have to live life to the fullest...   
   
   Well.. well.. well... hope I haven't given you a hard time reading my mail to you.. too long isn't?... and I do apologized if I sounded like a preacher again... I know how you hated it.. I'm just saying my opinion about things... so bye for now...


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   I believed that what we have right now is a chance.... another chance to improve and be better, to finished what has been started, to say unspoken words to be heard, to do things that we have to, to move forward and not to waste chances that we have for the rest of the day because "Tomorrow is not a promise but a chance".... I learned somethings and still wanting to learn more because for me everyday is a learning process and my everyday spent here on this earth is a preparation of my new life in the presence of the Father.... I will be living once and there is no 2nd chance and if I wasted that chance i know I cannot bring it back just like before.... that is why I treasured every moment spent with my life.... I don't want to have idle moments because I want productivity and I believed it is what the Lord wants from me as well, that in everything that I am doing will be done for God's glory.....
 

   Dear Papa Jesus,

   Let me praise you for this life that you have given me. I thanked you Papa that you let me have another chance to improve and be better, a chance to share your glory to others and to let your presence be known to people that I worked with everyday... Thank you for that chance... I know that there are times I did failed you and done things on my own free will, forgive me Papa... I let you handle my life and be God that I may not do my own will but letting Yours be done into my life.. give me a heart to follow you as always Father and give me an undivided heart... You are my joy and my ultimate reward and that Papa be upon me as always... Touch the hearts of my friends and let your presence be known to them in one way or another.... Thank you so much for everything and with great joy Papa I am lifting all of this in Your Name.... Amen.....   
Posted at Thursday, May 26, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Heavy Wednesday

   Done doing my new job.... received mails from my friends and did reply to all of those... I was wondering about my other friends whom I never heard of... what happened to them? what are they doing at this very moment?... are they all alright?.... my mind were full of thoughts of them...

      Another day will pass again and right now I am in the middle of the week, indeed time flies so fast. I can't think right today... I don't know why? I have this friend of mine that really troubles me... she's one of my closes but when I returned back from Malaysia she seemed so cold and distant... so near yet so far... I don't know why and really can't think of the reason what did I have done and why things gone sour... all I can do right now is to pray for her and for me as well... I'm checking my self if I have done something wrong as well but really can't think of anything...[deep sigh]....

   I already got a confirmation from my supervisor that I'll be in the graveyard shift by next week... that's alright with me... I don't have a choice actually but anyhow I'm trying to like and to love my new job... e-mails and news from a distant shore lighten up my day... actually it did my day complete....

   Don't have plans at all for next month... ha..ha..ha.. next month would be my natal day.... I'm not getting any younger actually... 

   Dear Lord, 
      I thanked thee for everything that you have given me... you know what I'm feeling today Father... and that indeed I have a heavy heart for this friend of mine... please take this away and be upon me. Forgive me if I have done something wrong to my neighbor... forgive me Lord.... I'm lifting everything into your care... in this I beg and I pray in Jesus mighty name... Amen...

Posted at Wednesday, May 25, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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