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Saturday, February 12, 2005
~ My MoM, mY FrIenD ~

My MOM,  my Friend.....


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Dear Lord,
Please do not just make me a good daughter
to my mom but make me a good friend of her.
A friend who could hear her out and give her
cheer. I pray this in Jesus name.
Amen
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   I don’t know what comes into my mind when I said "Yes" in having an over-time in the office for almost 6 hours…= Haller = …LOL…(laughing into my stupidity)..well, the time is worth spending because I finished my blue diary and I also have some learnings and I burried my self in reading my bible…really a very beautiful day spent learning His words and praying….I have my fasting for the whole day because I feel that there is a need for me to stop for awhile and enjoy His presence…prior to my over-time I had a very touching and a crying moment with my mom.

   My mom shared to me her problems and that some of her hurts and pains in us (her children). I know for sure how she is feels since she don’t have someone to shared her problems with . Oh God, forgive me if sometimes I failed to listen to my mom when she tried to reach us out and when she tried to lean on us. Being a single mom who is a widow is so hard Lord….and to think Lord she remained un-married despite of suitors knocking on her door…she devote her time to us Lord and I know my mom deserves to be happy somehow…forgive me Lord if sometimes I get angry with my mom and forgive me Lord if there are times I answered her back..forgive me Lord if I causes her pains and Lord forgive me if I tend not to listen to her and that if I have little annoyance into my heart for things that she what me to do which I totally dislike…that I felt being un-love when I feel preassure when it comes in times of financial needs…

   Lord, you know that despite all of these I LOVE MY MOM so much…..that she’s the only one I got, my prized jewel…and my inspiration to make a bold stand and move into everything that I do…that because of the love I have for her I struggled to study hard to maintain being a scholar until I finished college…Lord, remember when I was only 16 in the eve of May 1997 on the same place where I used to pray and have my devotion…I prayed about my mom..that "Please do not take her yet…because she still deserves to be happy and she deserves to enjoy what she sown into me, into us her children.." remember Lord that I am crying so hard that night praying to you that Please add another year into her life…and You did Lord…which I am so thankful of…Thank you so much Lord..and Lord please make me a good daughter to my mom and not just a good daughter but a good friend….In this I pray in Jesus name . amen..

   After her sharing I asked her to pray which I leadeth and after our prayer I kissed and hugged her…I Love you Mommy…let me be your friend…

   I rang my sister SunShine in Baguio and heard news about her and shared some of our struggles in walking in the faith. Lord, thank you for this day, indeed we have a lot of things to tell each other when I go there next week. I asked her to pray and that Lord, you did made my day complete…

   I went home afterwards and go directly to the church to practise the songs for tomorrow’s service. Lord, I offer my day to you..and you alone deserves my glory and praise….

Posted at Saturday, February 12, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Friday, February 11, 2005
~ LovE sTruCK ~

Lovestruck

Dream…believed….survive…

   Last night’s IVPM gathering is totally awesome! The discussion was great and indeed very helpful to give me insights about the Christian way of Love and Relationship….indeed very timely for the upcoming Valentines Day this MOnday…we have panellist of different couples who are married for 28 years, 18 years, for just 10 months, steady couple for 4 years and a single male and female…each couples have different struggles to live and let their relationship always on the right track. <Sigh> and hirap pala… most of them almost ended up their relationship yet because of the Lord they were able to survive all of those…there is only one thing that striked my mind all of them were "Christians"… and it only gave me an impression that I should not be yoked together with an un-believer…well…that is one in my checklist..lol…some of the questions I got in mind was answered by the panellist and hearing their stories gave an idea what kind of a Christian partner to be that I am hoping or dreaming of to have someday….indeed God is so good to answer all of that just like what I always says… ~Patiently I’ll Wait~ The struggle of being a single is also different a lot of temptaion are there and that if you are not strong enough with the Lord you will fail to follow, which I am so scared of to happened but in God’s grace I know I can stand it all…I dreamed of those to happene because God is the one who gave me that dream….I believed it’ll happen in His time…in His perfect time….I will survive all of the trials, pains, suffering and temptations because God will be my aid and armour so that I could stand it all….

   About the discussion, I also got some points to ponder like…. "Both of you must not just be a two good lovers but two good forgivers!"…… Hayyyy….ang sarap ma-inlove noh!!!…. attending this gathering gave a highlight of my week and it made my heart to hope again to fall in-love at the righ time, to the right person, and on the right place…everything would be perfect because God interceeds me to the person He intended for me….Prise God for all of these…

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Nothing compares in this wolrd to the love God has given us.
For we may find reasons to love,
But God loves us even without reasons..
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*Text message from Kuya Joel….
In life, we seldom find a TRUE person
And if you ever find one, hold on and never let go.
Value that person coz it’s lifes gift worth .
Darating din Cia…

*Got a text message from Chinnie saying…
By the way Star, I already told my dad that I’m a born-again Christian already.
I explained to him everything. He even called me and we talked.
Star, I wanted to be baptized..Muwahh I love you…
15:17:08/ 02-10-2005

Posted at Friday, February 11, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Thursday, February 10, 2005
~ bLeSsEd FrIEndS ~

BLessed  Friends

 

 

Blessed are the friends who keeps on giving

Who never seem tired of being there

 

Blessed are the friends who seems so willing to go

The extra mile because they care

 

Blessed are the friends who keep believing

Who bring a touch of faith to all they do

 

Blessed are the friends who gives life meaning

Who always there when you’re feeling blue

 

Blessed are the friends who speaks of blessing

Who brings life a colorful sparkling

 

Old friends, good friends, special friends, caring friends,

Thoughtful friends, new friends, and a loving friend like you

 

I want to keep on telling over and over

Just what a blessing it’s been to me

 

Having a friend like you

Is finding joy over and over again


 

I dedicate this poem to all my friends who gave my life a colourful sparkling and meaning.


To Best Friend Chinnie, you indeed is such a blessing! Keep the faith sister!

To Myla, keep on hoping and count me in for those who are praying for “The Prince”..join me in waiting for him to come along.

To Dhang, continue on looking for the light which is the Lord to guide you and to give you direction to your path. You already accepted Him and that make Him the master of your life and let HIm handle all what your plans are.

To Lizzette, keep on trusting “HIM” for only God is the source of our love and Him only deserves all glory. You are really such a “Big Ate to me!”

To Michelle, my super-bait-super-understanding-supervisor on the floor, thank you so much for your understanding and never ending support in my abilities. You lighten up my load when we are on the floor,

To Debbie & Gladys, let blessings over-flows and fortune be upon it’s way to you always, thank you for being so generous to me.

To my Cell Group whom I cherished and enjoyed the company so much namely Papabear Kuya Joel, Super-sweet Kuya Jhun, Amazing Grace, Cutie Shing, Smiling Faith, Laughing Brenda, Business minded Kuya Bryan and Playful Jonathan – thank you guys for adding spice into my life, indeed being part of the group is such a blessing…

To my highschool Chums Bedern, Joanne, Ckeith, Jhing, Jr, Emmilyn and Mea – thank you for keeping in touch as always despite of our busy life, career and schedules,

To my on-line buddies – Eliza – for sharing her life in Saudi Arabia, Frederick – a very good friend from Belgium who are always there to share me his new stories and a very good story teller, Jacob – who never failed to answered all my mails,

To Donald – who is in Iceland and whom I misses all his stories of the place, it's view, most especially the snow..
I love to hear your stories of God working on your life... I know that you are wishing to be home soon in your place, keep safe....

To Tita Juliet, who treated me as her niece and a close friend...I thank God for you. 

May He bless you even more Tita so with your family..

To Manong Andrew, let God be glorified in everything you say and do.

Thank you for letting God used you in manifesting His love to me and being a “BIG Brother” to me.

 To Fr. Victor  Pacheco, CM. - my foster DaD,  I thank you so much for your support to my  
studies and for giving me encouragement during those days. YOu know how much I badly needed and wanted to have a dad which I have found in you. Thank you for being kind to Yani as well.  

The last but not the least my MOM, thank you mommy for your love and for being a good friend to me.
Thank you for being not just a mom but a very, very, very good best friend as well...

 

To all my other friends whom I forgot to mentioned….


GOD bless you as always

 

Posted at Thursday, February 10, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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