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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
~ NoT jUSt aNy ORdiNArY dAy ~

.....nOt JuSt AnOtHeR oRdInArY dAy....


 



Ecclesiates 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end...

 


   Dear Lord,

 

   I thank you for this day...indeed this isn't any ordinary day of my life. I thanked you for the life that you bestowed again to me and another hope that you have given to me. I am really so blessed in all the things that I have today most especially to the friends that you have given me who are always there to build me up and encourage me to go on living this life of mine..Lord, actually I have no plans of going to the office today because I was so stressed out from the calls that I handled yesterday...sigh...yet the day is worth working for.

 

   I did woke up early and indeed the fullness of the moon shining so bright together with the stars gracing the morning sky gives me sign for a very wonderful day again to behold. It is a very beautiful sight that is why I am walking with my head up high praising and smiling to God. I still have inside of me the troubles that happened to me last friday night with a friend..sigh..I know Lord that you will be the one who will patched up what has been torn apart between the two of us...after all it is my fault since I'm the one who opened it all up...God I know for sure that after all of these you will make this relationship with her more lovelier each passing day and that I will not have any doubt at all about her friendship with me. Lord, truly I cannot fathom what you plan for me yet all I can do right now is to stand still let you be God of my life...


   I have seen my spiritual brother on-line and he told me that he'll be here 5-7 weeks from now. Wow, really God is indeed God. He maketh things able and possible in His own way. I also received a messages from the friend that I am praying for "Thank you Lord for her". Indeed she is so sorry for what she said to me last Friday. Apology accepted and I am so thankful about this all Lord...Now I have something to think and ponder of about he coming over..Lord I know it would be not right if I will met him without the knowledge of this friend of mine. Please Lord maketh me able to have this right in your eyes and that I do hope that my brother won't be angry with me. Praise and honour be yours forever....

Posted at Tuesday, January 25, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Monday, January 24, 2005
~ Pain, pain, go away! ~

Pain, pain go away ....

and please don't come in any day... 

   I don’t know what’s inside of me…I don’t know why I’m feeling blue…I’m not sad but just don’t feel right that’s all. I don’t even want to go up and enjoy the weekend…I think this is still a carried over feeling from the conversation with a friend I had last night. Sigh…. Why should I have to come to this?? Would this be that bad? Oh, God! Please take this away and please heal me and make me strong in any manner that this stupid feeling will affect me, in my relationship to my friend, to my best friend and most of all to you as my God. This is not love I believe, this is just a mere admiration or appreciation for this friend of me…Lord, please don’t let this feeling go wrong and that please hold this for me. In this I beg and I pray…

   Talked to a friend from Baguio and indeed had some misunderstanding that hurted me so bad and things that has been revealed to me. Oh God! I love this friend of mine and that I really can’t understand why should she have to think of me as a rival in her relationship with another best friend of mine??. Lord, I’m praying to please take it away from her and that please hold our hearts that we may not think each other as an opponent for his attention and love…sigh…It did hurt me because after all the while she think of me as a rival which even in my dreams I never thought that things to her…goodness…well…I felt so sad really I am…the thought of this friend about me made me so sad…. But God you know me full well…why does people tend to judged me the way I looked and the way I act?? Sigh, but it is you Oh God who knew me full well…I’m praying for these friend or friends of mine.. Please touch their hearts and let them realize that I am indeed a friend.

   Went home late updating my on-line blog and chatting to other friends on-line…

   Send me home safe Oh Lord and that stay and don’t leave me….

   Received text messages from Chinnie that made me smile and cry…. And hoped and prayed that why can’t all friends of mine be like her??

   Sent: 21:12:58 01-20-2005 Good pm! Star my dearest best friend.. I know u might b on your way 2 bed now. Star, I just want u2know that my feelings were indescribable as I read your messages here in d journal. U r a very splendid & wonderful friend. I AM SO LUCkY 2HAV MET & KNOWN U. Forever I will cherish you my friend. I love you Star. Take care always. God bless you my precious friend..muwahh…




Posted at Monday, January 24, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

 
Thursday, January 20, 2005
~ Falling In-Love? ~

FaLlInG iN-lOvE??


Let me praise you for all of my days…

Let me sing to you what my heart says…

Let me dance as long as the music plays…

Oh Lord it is you that I have to praise….

   Thursday, second day of the last days of the working days of the third week of the first month of year 2005. Indeed time flies so swiftly…it was not long ago that I am into an agony and right now feeling free, already healed, already released and already ready to "Fall-In-Love"?? Well, that I still have to figured out…(",) Lord, it was not hidden from you that what I’m feeling for this special friend of mine..sigh…hope this friend of mine knows how to read between the lines….

   I got a good night sleep and I did woke up so early to begin my day with, of course my daily in-take of vitamins (scripture reading, praying and journal entry) is already done. Left home so early to avoid the morning rush. Arrived office, check mails, prepared manuals and things needed when I go on-board on the floor, and of course I prayed hard to the Father to shower me knowledge and wisdom as well as millions of patience to handle the Aussie clients. I don’t know but then I still feel that there is a need for me to moved out and go further that I may be able to do better….

   I haven’t seen my spiritual brother on-line…perhaps he is busy now to his new job bless him Father and that prosper the works of his hand…. I answered all the mails on my mail box…Lord, thank you so much for all the friends that you have given me… indeed You are my God…

   Home late for finishing some of my reports and on-line journal…arrived home and mom is sick.. Lord please heal my mom and be upon her. I gave her a medicine to take so that her fever will go down and gave her a mint massage…Lord, hear my prayers as well…

   I texted Chinnie, Lizette and Myla, my girlfriends whom I have been praying for…Just checking on them on how they are doing… I was so touched on what Chinnie texted me….God, bless her and always be upon her as well as into my other friends…thank you so much for this day of mine…indeed you are my God…

   Thank you indeed for this wonderful day…went to sleep after a short prayer…sigh..You know me full well…. Lord, am I falling in-love? I pray Lord, that bless this special friend of mine whom I appreciated and that please handle my heart that I may not be wrong in loving him…take this away if this is not meant to be and if this was not meant for him…but let it stays if were meant to be…

Forever praise and glory be yours….. Amen.

Posted at Thursday, January 20, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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